I'm afraid to sleep. Cause when I wake up, I would have to endure another long day contemplating about how stupid I am and how much of a waste I am doing with my life. Every day is a battle with myself and my thoughts. It's an endless maze. The past that haunts me. The present that mocks me. And the future that scares me. This life, please take it. I don't want any of it. Not anymore. Please.. just.. let me go.